Just 3 simple words

I just want to feel important, which I haven’t felt like in so long.

I just want someone to care.

I feel numb. 

It’s time I’ve told someone.

I’m sorry.

There is something terribly terribly wrong with me.

I do not like feeling unimportant, but that is constantly what I am.

I do not like feeling vulnerable, but that is constantly how I feel.

I do not crying, but that is now constantly what I’m trying to hold back.

I am not happy.

I do not remember the last time I was carefree and happy, I truly do not.

I need a break, but somehow, some way, I believe that for the rest of my teenage, adult, and old life, I will not get it.

One day I will break, and I will list every single person responsible.

Bend someone far enough, and they will snap.